it's me

aku skang ni tgh berniat nk senaraikan perkara2 yg aku suke,xsuke,n xkesa...tp jari2 aku yg kenit ni pemalas sgt...die mls nk taip...otak aku plak mls nk pk...hehehe
jadi,niat hanye kekal sbg niat...

xigtla aku da crte blom nape aku tuka url lg...
huhu...
aku mmg ske tuka2,utk mngelakkan silent reader...kekekeke...
so,sape2 nk bace secare diam,sile la tanye aku ape url baru aku...
kalo agk2 aku rs nk tuka,aku men tuka je...xde warning2...
kekekeke

i am so into city ville...
hakikatnye xde la best sgt pon gem tu,cume aku bosan,xde ape nk wat...
tp pelik,nape aku xngadap laptop tgok muvi...
mugkin mata aku suda meningkat usia,jd mata asek rase penat ble ngadap tlalu lame shingga boleh efek kpd otak...hehe

hmm tahap kelabangan aku ni makin melampau la skang ni..
bhaye btol...
kalo takat bhye byase2 xpe,ni da jadi tahap memalukan da...
seb bek la org yg aku terlabang tu org yg xbape nk suke ejek2 aku...
huhu...kalo x,mmg malu seumur idop ah aku...
hahaha
saba jela~
hmm mmg sah la aku ni geng labang sejati...
haih =.=

junsu,jiyong,i luv u both...hahahaha

kawan ku kawen

smlm 25/12/10 membe time skola seri bentong,syafawati safri kawen...
umah die kat pelangai...
aku g sane naek kete bersame jiyong,ben,dan wani...
hmmm sronok naek besame mereke...
mule2 ktrg tgu kat karak,kat kedai sabri(kedai bapak syafiq udim)..
tgu mereka2 yg xsmpai lg dgn niat nk konvoi...
bla bla bla (aku mls nk crte byk2)
pastu smpai la ke rumah syafa...
meriah,mmg meriah...
suaminye umo 20,sedangkn syafa 21...huhu
pelik tp da jodohkan,nk wat cane...
hmmm sbenanye aku agk xslese g sane tu...
sbb 1st love aku dtg juge...
huu bknla mksud aku stil mympan perasaan kat die...
1st love aku end up dgn crush je...
xde pape pon...juz rs sdikit xslese la kan...huhu
tp time tu wat aku seda yg jiyong ternyata lg hebat dr die...
hehe...
ouhhh smlm byk sgt kamera menangkap gmbr...penat otot senyum aku...
adek nk kne senyum je...kang masam kang die g upload kat fb gak,wat malu aku jugak..
harharhar...

sejujurnye,aku bukanla suke sgt dgn dak skola tu,tp aku sengaje nk cr alasan utk besame dgn jiyong...kekekeke...tp xde la besame sgt pon,da ade budak 2org tu =,=

akhir kate,mlm td mimpi ngeri,pas subuh juge ngeri...
urghhhh kan aku sweet smlm,nape nk ngeri2 plak...
haih

daebakk

playfull kiss sgt best....tgok la!!hahaha
sejujurnye aku mmg ske tgok crte happy ending ni...
aku xske ending die yg tergantung or hero/heroin mati...
aku rase cam nk sepak2 je...pastu ble da xle nk lepaskan marah tu,mle la aku saket kpale susa nk tido....haih~
so,jgnla nk pomot2 aku cte yg ending sdey ni...mmg kompem korang kne maki dgn aku...
ahhaha...
nak2 jiyong dok pomot2 aku tgok snow queen...
aku py la eksaited...skali tgok punye tgok...da la byk episod...
leh plak last die mati....
warghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

playfull kiss jjang!!

=D

buke buku baru di akhir sem3

hehe...baru pulang ke pangkuan bonda...
smlm hari yg hampir perfect...
tp xde la perfect sgt...
huhu...
selame sem 3 yg berlangsung selama 6bulan,aku xjmpe2 jiyong,last2 smlm kami bertemu gak...hehe
kemarin b4 jmpe die da pesan "awk nnt jmpe jgn nk mara2,kalo org mara2 awk,tenangkan org balik,jgn nk mara jgak,tmorow should be perfect"
hmmm aku xjnji,pasal aku ni kalo panas ckp emosi...haha

barang aku bwk balik da la siyes byk gle...beg tarik yg berat,bek galas blakang,dgn beg jembet...haha
em time smpai kt bkt jalil tu,sbnanye abg aku leh je amek nek kete hntr aku balik,tp sbb jiyong insist sgt nk jmpot aku kan,trime je la...bkn sng die nk bkorban gini kan...
hehe..aku pon trime jela pelawaan die tu...
yg klakanye die nk jmpot nek lrt...hahaha
tp xpe la,atleast die tlong aku bwk barang kan...hehehe
pastu naek la lrt smpai gombak...
kat sane die ltk kete..kete pnjm membe die py...

pastu pulang la kami ke bentong...
tgh syok2 borak tu,die saket pwot plak...
haha sian btol...
"org sbenanye dr mlm td xmkn..td tdo siang pon pwot bunyi2 tp mls gak g mkn"
hmmmm da tu yg ko smgt sgt agkt beg aku td nape...da la berat~
haih...

ni la jiyong,susa btol nk predict otak die...
sbb aku ni jnis susa nk paham maksud tersirat...
sory jiyong sbb sy wat awk sdey slame ni,wat awk saket ht...
sory sgt...
tsk :'(

neway,mekaseh hntr sy smlm...
=)

saye sedang....dan saye suke....

saye sedang tgok vc 2pm dan saye suke sora junsu bf saye
saye sedang tgok bf saye dan saye suke tgok die
saye sedang pk perancangan utk cuti nnt dan saye suke kalo dpt g mlake
saye sedang study IB dan saye suke bace atas katil org
saye sedang menyanyi lagu 2pm dan saye suke syok sendiri
saye sedang menaip blog dan saye suke blog saye
saye sedang memastikan ade org bace blog saye ke x dan saye suke kalo org xbace
saye sedang pk kamu bace blog saye ke x lepas sy cakap cmni dan saye suke kalo kamu xmo bace da
saye sedang berangan date dgn bf baru saye dan saye suke bile bf lame saye jeles
saye sedang berbuat jahat dan saye suke perbuatan sebegini

harharharhar

gile

only you (for YOU, from the HOTTEST of my heart)

*Only you*

only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nandasi useul su ga eobseo
it’s only you my baby it’s only you

kkeutnabeorin chueogeul honja wae nochi motago butjaba jinagan geu saram bonaejugo saeroun sarmeul sara
o~ nado ara geuraeya handaneun geol nado ara

cheoeum han dareun mitji antaga duljjae dareun gyesok uldaga
setjjae dareun maeumeul dajapgo dareun sarameul manna
o~ boryeo haesseo
hajiman naneun useul su eobseosseo

only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nan dasi useul suga eobseo
it’s only you my baby it’s only you

listen, neon cham areumdawosseo useul ttaemyeon nuni busyeosseo hwanhan geu misoe nan eonjena neogseul irko maratji
o~ miss you baby neomunado nan niga bogo sipeo

amudo nareul ihae motae geuttae geurigo jigeumdo
naega wae ireokekkaji neoege jipchageul haneunji
o~ ihae motae hajiman neoneun algo itjanha

only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo baby~
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo nan dasi useul suga eobseo
it’s only you my baby it’s only you~ baby

Yo ijeoboryeogo haetjiman amman noryeogeul haebwado jakkuman neoman
chatge doeneun geol ajikdo hwanhan
geu misoga gyesok tteoolla cham han
simhaji eojjaeseo ireoji
domuji ichyeojijiga anha gyesok chaewojijiga annneun teong binjagiga isseo
neomani chaeul suga isseo

oh~ only you neomani nareul sallil su isseo(nan jugeogago isseo~)
i nunmureul meomchul su isseo geureoni eoseo naege dorawajwo~
only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo
nan dasi useul suga eobseo
it’s only you my baby it’s only you~ yeah~

jaljinaenyago? jal motjinae... niga pillyohae


TRANSLATIONS

only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I wouldn't be able to breathe again
it's only you my baby it's only you

Why can't I let go of the memories that have already ended
why do I keep holding onto them alone
After letting that person left me, go, I live a new life
Oh~I know it too, that it's the way it should be, I know it too

Though I couldn't bring myself to believe it the first month,
After nothing but crying for the second month
And on the third month, holding onto my whole heart
I tried to meet other people
But I couldn't bring myself to smile

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you

listen, You were really beautiful. When you smiled, I was blinded by the light
To that bright smile, I lost track of all thought
Oh~miss you baby, I really miss you so much

No can understand me, and also as of now
why to this day I still have a deep attachment to you
Oh~though they don't get it, you have known it

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you

Yo, I tried to forget you but,
no matter how hard I tried, I keep finding myself looking for you
And even until now, I keep remembering that bright smile
Isn't it pitiful, how did it come to be this way
I'm unable to quite forget everything altogether
There continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled
It can only be filled by you

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you yeah~
narration.
Are you doing okay? I'm not doing well, I need you.

saket otak aku

haih...aku ni asal siang je ngantok...bosan btol la...aku ni jnis xske tdo siang coz ble bgon nnt mule la nk rase xbest...haihhhh
tp ngantokkkkkkkkkkk sangat3....tp xabessssssss lg study...
T.T
pg td jiyong da cntct aku balik...hehe...tp sad ending,krdt aku abes,xsmpat lg nk slesaikan perbalahan yg wujud...
hmm papela jiyongshi...

NGANTOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

ssa yo,ssa!hahaha

happy new year!!

buat azam baru! even azam lame x tercapai lg...huhu

say NO to SMOKERS!! ;p

exam ade lg 3 paper!!!go!go!

jiyong da 2 hari nk msuk hri ke 3 x cntct aku...pesal kau???

a day (일 하루)

seharian bersame bf baru hrni...hehehe...macam da xde exm da aku ni...haih =.="
sok nekad nk g lbry...dok kat bilik sorang2,ni je la keje aku...
menonton x abes2...nak2 ade stok baru gini,niat time amek tu utk bwk blik umah...
tp xle thn plak...nak gak tgok skang...time nk tgok plak wat alasan nak amek cte baru,kne tgok cpt2,nk dlte..pastu leh dpt cte baru...
hehehehehe...
mungkin kalo dpt external hd xle wat alasan gini da kot...
hehehehehhe
xtau la ble aku leh bli bnde tu...xbrani nk ltk dlm wish list...kekeke...
coz ble da ade duet je,msti nk g bli bnda2 ngarot...dgn alasan bli extrnl leh dpt 1 je,bli bnda len leh dpt byk....hehehehe
btw,hrtu da bli baju HEART bigbang dgn bju BOPEEP 2pm...ujung bulan ni dpt la kot...
hehehehe xsaba plak rase...

warghhh~~~
tgok kat blh kanan tu,da 1002 da...rasenye hrtu sket je...
sape plak yg rajin bace blog aku ni...
pelik....
ke sorang je yg bkk pstu g bace byk2 kali...
harharhar jgn nk pasan la...

hmm k la,silent readers,jgn nk bace2 sgt...ngarot je sume dlm ni...
useless...
coz i use this only for fun....
tmpat luahan hati...hehehehe
poyo.

p/s: jiyong,pesal ko xcntct aku lgsg hrni...ko tau ke aku dgn junsu? ;p

diplomacy

sat lg nk p exm...sbjek yg 1 sem msuk kls tp blaja cume 2 3 input....
best kan lctrer aku... :D
pastu ble nk exm nyusahkan org =.="
aku bknnye stdy sgt pon...tahla...xde smgt...huhu
yg pelik,pg td tbe2 terjage perkataan ni kuar dr mulut aku
"ade exam tp mcm xde exm"
pstu rumet aku yg da tejage awl pndg aku,ty aku ckp ape....
huhuhuhu aku pon pelik npe bgon2 je tros ckp gitu...
mybe sbb nk igtkn dri sndri yg aku ade exm hrni kot...
hehe

goodluck gf junsu!!
:DD

mimpi yg sempurna :D

hehehe...asal mimpi best je nk tayang kat blog...
hahaha...yela,nk crte kat org,org bkn nk dengar pon...
heeeeeeee mmp yg sgt best,yg sgt real...
syok abessss la!!!!

mimpi:
tah cane tbe2 terjage dr tdo siang,n trdengar sora2 laki...time tu kat 1 tmpat asing yg cantik...ala2 panhouse(cane tah eje)...eheh...pastu aku nmpk kat hall,ade uda tgh borak2 dgn laki ckp korea...aku jengah2 la,skali tgok ade 2pm yawwww!!!
hehehehe...pastu nmpk ade abalang kat blakang aku...aku ty la kite skang ni kat mane...die soh ty uda pasal die pon bru bgon tido...hehehe...aku pn ty la uda...die ckp kte ade kat msia skang,2pm ni dtg sbb ade wat knsert,tp drg kne tgal kat sni dlu,org yg selia dorang ni soh uda jage drg,sbb uda je org yg tau bhse korea yg org tu kenal...so,kne la kte sume 1 fmly dok sni gak,tlong uda jge dorang...
hehehhehehe aku da senyum lebar smpai ke pipi...
pastu drg pn cam xtego aku sgt,byase la,artis...hehehe tp aku cam peduli ape ko nk tego ke x,yg pnting aku dpt tgok muke ko....

em pastu tah nape time tu aku rs junsu tu mmg sah bf aku...tp die xtego aku time tu sbb malu dgn kawan2 die..tkot kne ejek...hehehe...pemalu bf aku ni.... ;P....em then,drg sume mlepak dlm bilik,kecuali chansung...die nk tgok tv...tgok smbil baring,last2 tertido...pastu adek aku jht,nk kaco die tido...die tdo mulut nganga,tp x dengkur...hahaha...cute jek...em pastu mak aku soh ktrg tlong die,nak masak mkn malam...pastu uda aku ckp xya masak la mak,kte mkn hotel je...mak aku ckp skang kan raye,kne la masak...uda ckp,xpe2 mlm esok kte masak,mlm ni masing2 pnt kat tmpat baru,kte g mkn hotel je...ehehehhehe...pastu time tu ternampak drg tgh besiap,pkai pju mlayu...hehehehhe...aku tgok chansung relax je tido...aku kejot la die pelan.. "chansung...kitorang nk g makan mlm ni...bgun la cpt,tkot nnt kne tinggal plak" hehehhe....pastu die pon angguk2 je xmo bgon...aku pon tros jela msuk bilik aku...plh bju kurung...hehehe...time tu da nmpk drg tema purple,aku pon cr la bju aku kaler purple...ade,tp aku xreti nk plh kaler tudung,,pastu ty la membe aku...haha tbe je ade membe kat stu...hehhehe...
pas plh bju nk g mndi...
time tgh pilih2 bilik air sbb ade byk,tbe je chansung masuk...
aku terkejot lalu terjage....

***bru pasan,pesal asek ade chansung je ni...gara2 nk curang dgn junsu ke?haihhh xkan la~

huwaaaahhhhh mimpi yg sempurna :DDD

aku suke mmp best sbb nnt aku akn hepy spnjang hari...hihi

hari2 junsu...xpe ke?

hmmm td aku xstdy..g mlepak bilik membe...amek maklumat...
hehehe maklumat sulit dr laptop beliau...
kami bertuk2 maklumat...
aku bg die konsert MAMA dr 2pm yg baru je lps 28/11 hrtu...hehehe
die plak bg aku sgale macam 2pm...
wooohoooooo!!!syoknyeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
pastu ble aku rs da tibe masenye utk kembali ke pangkal jalan utk balik bilik,tbe2 membe die msg,ckp 2pm jd guest kt happy together mlm ni...
waaaaaaaaa aku pon tros la ikot mreke ke bilik tv utk menonton...
tp malangnye rumet aku py besday la 3/12...haih~
so tpkse la balik bilik utk wat surprise party utk die...

hmmm pastu membe si junsu ni(pokok) g hntr kat wall aku ckp 2pm ade kat kbs skang..
isk3 T.T nape la ko nk mention kat aku pokok...da tau aku xle tgok...
waaaaaaa~~~~
die ckp junsu byk ckp dlm tu...isk3...bkn sng nk tgok oppa aku berinteraksi over ni...huhu...

emm tbe2 rs pelik dgn diri sndiri...
aku ni taste mmg xsuke kat laki byk ckp,tp aku suke tgok ble laki pndiam jd byk ckp...hehehe rs cam cool gile...hahahhaa
pelik =.="

btw,aku asek wat smiley gini je :D, :), =), ;p, =.=", T.T, :DD, :(, :'( pasal ni je yg aku tau...hehehe

junsu,nnt time dating,awk borak byk2 dgn saye eh...jgn jd cam jiyong tuh,asek org je nk kne bcerite...hehehhee

between me and junsu

hehehe...da bape hr x tgok vc bf,atlast hrni aku tgok gak...
bkn pe,saje mnjaohkan diri dr junsu jap...tkot tersaket dalam hati...kekekke
kangah ckp,jgn asek tgok vc2 org joget2 ni...pasang kuat earfon...setan mlekat kat tlinge...cane nk ilmu nk masok...
hehe jadi,demi ipe,aku pon letakkan jarak dgn junsu...cewahhh..
punye la rindu nk tgok,smpai time jwb ipe tu,leh plak berkumandang lagu COLOR...lagu tu lagu tema utk iklan CORBY...kekekekeke...
syoknye kalo dpt corby yg junsu pkai...haha

em btw,td jiyong ade puji aku sket...ckp aku sem ni da rajin sket...xtau la die perli ke ckp btol2...maklumla,bru pas mlekat kat lbrary seharian dgn dak cine kan...huhu...(ungkit2,kang kne marah lg bru tau)

da penat2 die puji,aku leh plak tergurau kasar "yela,kne la rjin,nk dptkan dekan lg sem ni...xde la kne kutuk dgn awk da...xde la awk nk blagak2 da" huhu...pastu tercetusla pergaduhan sedikit...tp aku amek jalan pintas dgn logout dr ym...hehe...mls nk pnjg crte...mahap la weyh,xsgaje la~~~~ =.="

hmmm...suke tgok junsu...hehe